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Tuesday, 10 November 2009

  • The Letters

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    There's this thing i've been doing for quite a few years now. Whenever an event happens in my life that I deem possibly 'life altering' I write myself a letter. In these letters I write in third person, reminding myself of what I am feeling at the current time, and hope that i've taken the necessary steps to repair the issue.
    Recently I got myself into a whole world of trouble and hurt. I hurt two important people, I hurt myself, and I lost the trust of many more--quite possibly friendships too. I reclused for two solid weeks, I lived completely alone, not really speaking to anyone but my closest friends and my brother. In these two weeks I did alot of reflecting on myself and my actions. I'd take long walks once the city was asleep, sometimes not returning till sunrise. Night before last, I returned from my walk at 4:30 am, dragging myself up the steps without purpose, and as usual, without demeanor. I sat down at the dining room table and began to write. I'd been nothing but a zombie for weeks, hardly eating or sleeping. Little to no motivation to take care of myself, as i'd felt like i'd lost everything and was left with nothing.
    As usual, life goes on. I know it will. I know i'll smile again, that i'll be happy once more, but I didn't want to forget what feeling i've caused in the current present. So I wrote myself a letter, in the format of explaining myself, for my eyes only. I sealed it in an envelope, put the current date on it and placed it in my journal where it'll sit for one year.. (it's a large journal with many tabs for different topics and pockets for memorable papers) I was shocked to discover that there already was a letter in there. One I forgot I had written, dated for January 25th/09. I will open it in three months, I am oblivious to it's content.

Monday, 09 November 2009

  • H1N1 Vaccine--and why it should be avoided

    H1N1 Swine Flu Vaccine Insert Admits It Causes Guillain-Barre Syndrome, Vasculitis, Paralysis, Anaphylactic Shock And Death



    The package insert for H1N1 2009 Monovalent Vaccine manufactured by Novartis has been leaked on the Internet. According to that package insert, the vaccine is known to cause a whole host of very nasty side effects such as guillain-barre syndrome, vasculitis, anaphylactic shock and even death.
    The concept is terrible and disgusting but this concept might be a reality. Whether, it is a fact or a rumor that H1N1 vaccination causes death. It might be conditional but there is some realty behind the rumors.

    You can read the insert yourself here


    The following is a list of some of the very nasty side effects that the vaccine package insert admits to.....

    *Local injection site reactions (including pain, pain limiting limb movement, redness, swelling, warmth, ecchymosis, induration)
    *Chills
    *Fever
    *Shivering
    *Fatigue
    *Immune system disorders
    *Hypersensitivity reactions (including throat and/or mouth edema)
    *In rare cases, hypersensitivity reactions have lead to anaphylactic shock and death
    *Cardiovascular disorders
    *Syncope shortly after vaccination
    *Digestive disorders
    *Diarrhea
    *Nausea
    *Vomiting
    *Abdominal pain
    *Blood and lymphatic disorders
    *Metabolic and nutritional disorders
    *Loss of appetite.
    *Nervous system disorders
    *Headache
    *Dizziness
    *Neuralgia
    *Febrile convulsions
    *Guillain-Barré Syndrome
    *Myeliti
    *Neuropathy
    *Paralysis
    *Respiratory disorders
    *Chest pain
    *Cough
    *Rash

    Doesn't that all sound wonderful? That's not even the best part! Thanks to the government, you will not be able to sue anyone for harm you receive from the H1N1 flu vaccine. If it destroys your health you are out of luck. So which sounds worse of the two? Contracting H1N1 for a few weeks, or suffering the side-effects of--or even death from, the vaccine?

    The truth is, when flu season comes around, more than 40% of population rushes for vaccination. First of all, if you blindly trust that the swine flu vaccine or even the regular seasonal flu vaccine is perfectly safe, then you are being completely and totally reckless. The reality is that no vaccine is 100% safe.
    Before you ever let someone stick a needle in your arm, [or yet, your children] do some serious research and find out about these things for yourself. The human body is an incredible healing machine given you take care of it, NOT injecting artificial health remedies into it.

    The vaccine contains antigens that trick the immune system into thinking it is being attacked by the H1N1 virus so it produces antibodies. It takes about a week for immunity to develop after vaccination.


    Thimerosal is a mercury-containing organic compound. Since the 1930's, it has been widely used as a preservative in a number of biological and drug products, including many vaccines, to help prevent potentially life threatening contamination with harmful microbes. Over the past several years, because of an increasing awareness of the theoretical potential for neurotoxicity of even low levels of organomercurials and because of the increased number of thimerosal containing vaccines that had been added to the infant immunization schedule, concerns about the use of thimerosal in vaccines and other products have been raised. Indeed, because of these concerns, the Food and Drug Administration has worked with, and continues to work with, vaccine manufacturers to reduce or eliminate thimerosal from vaccines.

    That failed to mention that thirmerosal is 49% mercury.

    I myself have not--and will not--be lining up for the vaccine. I've also been long opposed to the regular seasonal influenza immunization.

    As my grandmother Kizzy has always said, 'If it has side effects I won't take it.'

Saturday, 07 November 2009

  • Assassin's Creed Linage



    Being quite the Assassin's Creed fan girl, I am anticipating the release of Assassin's Creed II on the 20th quite a bit. Last night I started reading about ACII and couldn't stop! I came across a short film series that's in the making. Assassin's Creed Linage. Only the first of three episodes has been released so far, the other two i've read should be out on the game's release date. Better yet, all of the scenery from Linage is taken directly from the game. The film is shot entirely green screen. The film directors along with writers worked very closely with the game designers and storyline writer so that everything was corrolated. 

    I heard that alot of people disliked the original Assassin's Creed. I loved it, but perhaps that's because I love history, and I love the story. Repeatative maybe, but it's one of my favorites. The story is spectacular.
    People who complained about ACI and who will be giving II a chance I hope will not be disappointed. (Unlikely!) As Ezio will be granted over 30 different weapons, pickpocket from anyone (and be pickpocketed) Eagle vision can be used while in motion, (No idea why Altiar couldn't do that...) more assassination techniques, and over 200 missions in 15 different styles instead of the 7 they had in ACI. and of course, the double hidden blade.Not to mention your best friend is Loenardo Da Vinci, who lets you try out all his cool inventions including the flying machine and a gun below Ezio's left hidden blade. I don't want to spoil anything for anyone, so i'll stop there.

    The series starts following Ezio's father Giovanni Auditore.






    Anyone else excited for Assassin's Creed II? What do you think of Linage?

Thursday, 29 October 2009

  • House of Insanity

    My mother asked me to build her a house,
    not just any house.
    A haunted house.

    I started Friday morning
    From there I obsessed over it
    Just to keep my mind busy

    Anyone who entered my domain for almost a week solid
    saw the same sight
    Me, on my floor bent over this structure...
    creating.



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    23 1/2" x 18" x 13" 1800's Haunted House
    10 Hour Assembly
    14 Hour Paint Job
    3 Hour 50 Grit Emery Roofing
    6 Hours of self control not to kick a hole through it and set it on fire.
    Making Mama Happy - Priceless

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